Plastic

I got the life I used to chase

But something’s off, I feel outta place

The crowd gets loud, they call my name

But deep inside, it’s not the same

Their love burns hot, I see the flame

Still I shrink back, I feel the shame

It’s weird, I should be feelin’ lit

But I fold too easy like plastic

Stay

I float in delay

Gray

My smile fades away

Stay

This rush makes me sway

Daze, I’m stuck in this neon haze

Wait

This night feels too loud

Stray

I move through the crowd

Fade

Eyes locked in, I’m gone

Haze, I’ve been here but feel withdrawn

Chasin’ it too far

I thought I’d hold it and feel fine

But it bent me in ways I can’t define

Ran outta breath

Still look intact when all eyes shine

But I feel something start pulling too tight

Smiles start to crack

Moments too loud, and space too tight to breathe

I’m stretching thin, I blur

I feel plastic

do I look okay

heat gets drastic

will I fade away

My chest feels too tight

Glow

My face burns too bright

Noise

Your words blur and bend

Mirror, he now wears a different end

Rush

My hands start to shake

Blank

My head starts to break

Breathe

Let’s slow this down now

Calm

Find my way through this somehow

Chasin’ it too far

I thought I’d hold it and feel fine

But it bent me in ways I can’t define

Ran outta breath

Still look intact when all eyes shine

But I feel something start pulling too tight

Smiles start to crack

Moments too loud, and space too tight to breathe

I’m stretching thin, I blur

I feel plastic

do I look okay

heat gets drastic

will I fade away